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Circle Phase
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Circles... Abstract... Oh, I don't even know. Just tired of looking at my old journal.
I like circles right now. And colour. I'll always have a crush on colour. <3
And then there's Myles.
My sweet man. c: We're going on two years now and I'm about to have a ring on my finger. Who knew we'd be like this, right now? I'm more then happy with him and have been for the past, oh, two months straight? Like blissfully happy. To the point where I just KNOW we make others sick. We don't even fight. We just snuggle and whatnot. It's creepy nice.
Oh well; shouldn't complain. The rest of my life is awful right now so I should just take this as at least one thing is right right now.
I like circles right now. And colour. I'll always have a crush on colour. <3
And then there's Myles.
My sweet man. c: We're going on two years now and I'm about to have a ring on my finger. Who knew we'd be like this, right now? I'm more then happy with him and have been for the past, oh, two months straight? Like blissfully happy. To the point where I just KNOW we make others sick. We don't even fight. We just snuggle and whatnot. It's creepy nice.
Oh well; shouldn't complain. The rest of my life is awful right now so I should just take this as at least one thing is right right now.
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Wait What?
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Why, in the name of all things Holy, is Edward on my avatar? Seriously dA, you could have slapped Lady Gaga on there. I'd laugh. But Edward? 
ROFL. Myles is team Jacob. XD
So, yeah, hardy-har-har dA. You changed our avvies for April Fools.
On another topic, it's like 85 degrees outside right now, and I shall be living at the beach this summer, as soon as I get a chance to cash my latest babysitting check, go get a bathing suit top that doesn't look like it's eating my waist, and find some sunscreen (because my pale skin will burn to a crisp if I don't). This summer is going to be fun! (I hope).
P.S. Guess who has her license?
ROFL. Myles is team Jacob. XD
So, yeah, hardy-har-har dA. You changed our avvies for April Fools.
On another topic, it's like 85 degrees outside right now, and I shall be living at the beach this summer, as soon as I get a chance to cash my latest babysitting check, go get a bathing suit top that doesn't look like it's eating my waist, and find some sunscreen (because my pale skin will burn to a crisp if I don't). This summer is going to be fun! (I hope).
P.S. Guess who has her license?
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Still Sad, Still Mourning
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So the humane society just down the road that I frequently volunteer at was broken in to on Friday night (the 12th). By a pit bull that someone just dropped off in the middle of the night (plopped the thing over the fence. Totally against the law, btw) and the thing broke into the cat area, wounded a few, and killed five. I am heartbroken over this.
The cats who died were Polly (who I called Buddha-cat/Mercedes), Willie, Ozzie, Raven, and Meredith. I'm not even going to use emoticons in this journal to try and describe how heart broken I am over the deaths of these wonderful, sweet, loving, and brave cats. They would not do my feelings justice.
They did not all die quickly, and from the looks of things, they died because one couldn't get out, one was too weak to do too much fighting back, and the other three died protecting the other cats and trying to fight off this horrid dog.
I was very close to Meredith and Raven, and fairly close to Polly and Ozzie (Ozzie had just been released from several months stay in "cat medical" the day before). I will admit I did not know Willie.
I had heard that there had been a dog abandoned at the shelter, and that he had broken into the cat room, but I didn't know anymore than that until the next day when I came to see the damage. Walking up there was horrible. Things were quiet, none of the cats were out in the sunning area (a screened-in porch), and soon it was obvious why. The screen was ripped up completely on one side, and none of the blankets and cushions were out.
I went inside and ran into a woman who also works with the cats, and she about cried the moment she saw me. She explained to me that not only were there many cats missing, but five had been killed. When she told me their names, I just sort of crumpled into Myles and cried my eyes out. Raven, Meredith. My poor, sweet darlings. I am still grieving (as dramatic as that sounds).
They won't do anything to the pit bull, as they are a no-kill shelter, but it really makes me angry at whoever it was who abandoned this dog. The pound is a few miles up the road for crying out loud! You could have abandoned the thing there! Just because the humane society is full does not make it ok to go and abandon a dog in the middle of the night!
Sigh... I'll stop ranting now. I'm just very hurt, very sad, and very angry.
I need a hug.
The cats who died were Polly (who I called Buddha-cat/Mercedes), Willie, Ozzie, Raven, and Meredith. I'm not even going to use emoticons in this journal to try and describe how heart broken I am over the deaths of these wonderful, sweet, loving, and brave cats. They would not do my feelings justice.
They did not all die quickly, and from the looks of things, they died because one couldn't get out, one was too weak to do too much fighting back, and the other three died protecting the other cats and trying to fight off this horrid dog.
I was very close to Meredith and Raven, and fairly close to Polly and Ozzie (Ozzie had just been released from several months stay in "cat medical" the day before). I will admit I did not know Willie.
I had heard that there had been a dog abandoned at the shelter, and that he had broken into the cat room, but I didn't know anymore than that until the next day when I came to see the damage. Walking up there was horrible. Things were quiet, none of the cats were out in the sunning area (a screened-in porch), and soon it was obvious why. The screen was ripped up completely on one side, and none of the blankets and cushions were out.
I went inside and ran into a woman who also works with the cats, and she about cried the moment she saw me. She explained to me that not only were there many cats missing, but five had been killed. When she told me their names, I just sort of crumpled into Myles and cried my eyes out. Raven, Meredith. My poor, sweet darlings. I am still grieving (as dramatic as that sounds).
They won't do anything to the pit bull, as they are a no-kill shelter, but it really makes me angry at whoever it was who abandoned this dog. The pound is a few miles up the road for crying out loud! You could have abandoned the thing there! Just because the humane society is full does not make it ok to go and abandon a dog in the middle of the night!
Sigh... I'll stop ranting now. I'm just very hurt, very sad, and very angry.
I need a hug.
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Yay Birthday!
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I had a whole post typed up. And as I was making my few tweaks to it before submitting it. And then, it happened. 
the black screen of death! 
Pissy, old computer.
So now, I'm typing it all up again.
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It's March 6th, 2010! Not only does this mean we're about a week into our first month of Spring before hitting the hellish heat we call Summer (south-east GA, baby), but it also means I'm 17 today!
Very, very happy to be 17.
Festivities? Oh yus. I'm going to lunch with Myles and his parents at 11:30 (no idea why they have to eat so darn early, I eat lunch at about 1.) and then it's off to go see Alice in Wonderland with Myles, and (hopefully) Hannah.
Then we'll find our way home eventually, for sushi for dinner (huzzah!) and then dark chocolate raspberry cake (I love my mother) and ice cream. And of course presents will happen some where along the way. Waiting for Myles to get here so he'll finally let me see what prints he got me from deviantart.
So happy birthday to all March babies! I hope everyone has a happy day today, and the weather warms up for you guys for a bit. C:
the black screen of death! Pissy, old computer.
So now, I'm typing it all up again.
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It's March 6th, 2010! Not only does this mean we're about a week into our first month of Spring before hitting the hellish heat we call Summer (south-east GA, baby), but it also means I'm 17 today!
Very, very happy to be 17.
Festivities? Oh yus. I'm going to lunch with Myles and his parents at 11:30 (no idea why they have to eat so darn early, I eat lunch at about 1.) and then it's off to go see Alice in Wonderland with Myles, and (hopefully) Hannah.
Then we'll find our way home eventually, for sushi for dinner (huzzah!) and then dark chocolate raspberry cake (I love my mother) and ice cream. And of course presents will happen some where along the way. Waiting for Myles to get here so he'll finally let me see what prints he got me from deviantart. So happy birthday to all March babies! I hope everyone has a happy day today, and the weather warms up for you guys for a bit. C:
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Uhm, update?
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So I thought it may be time for an update here. And I have a little moment of peace, so why not? (Although I should totally be doing math right now)
My birthday is in five days! 
That's right! I will be 17 on March 6th.
And of course, we all know what this means...
R-rated movies legally!
It also means that in about 14 months, I'll be getting married.
(Of course, this is only if things continue to be awesome between Myles and I. Btw, they've been awesome for 17 months now, so yeah. I'm pretty darn sure this'll go through.)
I'll be getting my drivers license on March 23rd, if all goes well.
I've been sick lately. 
I'm on colourlovers: www.colourlovers.com/lover/Sle… 
I really, really want a Macbook. But I really, really need a car. Let's hope I manage to keep my savings tied up in savings, instead of throwing them at a pretty new Macbook. >.>;
I'm babysitting/nannying two days out of the week now. For a total of 8 hours a week right now. It's not much, I suppose, but I'm watching FIVE KIDS. And they're demon children. Really. I have seen many "problem kids" over the years, but these take the cake. They have no respect for anyone, not even their mother. If they feel like they want to, they'll hit, kick, bite, throw things at people, break things, and so on. All if you do one little thing they don't want to do. Kicker is, mom doesn't give a crap. 
but it's a job. And I need the money.
On a brighter note, (sigh) I have no fricken clue what I'm going to do with my life after highschool! x3 And since I'm a junior, everyone is asking me what I want to go to college for. 
And I'm all "Look lady/dude, I don't even know if I /want/ to go to college." And then they give me this look like I'm so irresponsible because I'm 16 and don't already know what I want to do with my life. 
My birthday is in five days! That's right! I will be 17 on March 6th.
And of course, we all know what this means...
R-rated movies legally!
It also means that in about 14 months, I'll be getting married.
(Of course, this is only if things continue to be awesome between Myles and I. Btw, they've been awesome for 17 months now, so yeah. I'm pretty darn sure this'll go through.)
I'll be getting my drivers license on March 23rd, if all goes well. I've been sick lately. I'm on colourlovers: www.colourlovers.com/lover/Sle… I really, really want a Macbook. But I really, really need a car. Let's hope I manage to keep my savings tied up in savings, instead of throwing them at a pretty new Macbook. >.>; I'm babysitting/nannying two days out of the week now. For a total of 8 hours a week right now. It's not much, I suppose, but I'm watching FIVE KIDS. And they're demon children. Really. I have seen many "problem kids" over the years, but these take the cake. They have no respect for anyone, not even their mother. If they feel like they want to, they'll hit, kick, bite, throw things at people, break things, and so on. All if you do one little thing they don't want to do. Kicker is, mom doesn't give a crap. but it's a job. And I need the money. On a brighter note, (sigh) I have no fricken clue what I'm going to do with my life after highschool! x3 And since I'm a junior, everyone is asking me what I want to go to college for. And I'm all "Look lady/dude, I don't even know if I /want/ to go to college." And then they give me this look like I'm so irresponsible because I'm 16 and don't already know what I want to do with my life.
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